How I Fell, I Just Can't Explain


posted by Da mN on

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Sebelum melanjutkan, cobalah tanya dalam hati kamu siapa orang yang paling kamu sayang.

Jaga dan pertahankan! Karena kamu tidak tau akan sesulit apa nanti.

Yap! We're just too folly to have, until at last we too genius to know why it left.
Ngerti? Intinya kita menjadi orang paling pintar disaat kehilangan, dan, semua terlambat.

I did so, and the most stupid, I cannot express how it felt when I really was lost. I'm too stupid and in the end, I was just too late smart to ask and look for excuses, and, until now I'm still looking for, why and why. And the question arises: Why did you leave me? Why is it so easy for you? What are the reasons that justify you to go? Why do you always get the 'place' is easy, while I've always been a difficult, even always like that, why? Why don't you give a clue that may help me find the reasons that you think is right, that you think is right to leave me, why don't you?

Apakah kamu tau, aku selalu mencari pembenaran atas ini semua? Terkadang... I always ask God in every cry, I'm whining? No. I only use all the God-given in accordance with the portions. I was equipped and all have feelings, I just use the feeling that I got it right. Dan... I'm still the fool who can not reveal why.

Aku tidak pernah berpikir ada diposisi ini, aku tetap salah, dan kamu tetap benar.
Ya, kamu egois, is not it?

Yap! Aku tetap salah. Aku salah ketika mengartikan isyaratmu, aku salah dalam mengartikan segala hal. Aku salah berharap padamu diwaktu yang salah, dan aku salah ketika kini harapan itu menghilang. Aku salah dalam segala hal, dan aku salah ketika aku salah dan aku tidak pernah menjadi benar. I guess I was wrong to love you, but I still feel right when I started to love you with a very sincere. You're always right in every decision you take, but you're wrong in one respect; You have one let me alone.

Kamu tidak perlu tau banyak hal. Tapi demi tuhan, I love you with no reason. I just can't explain what I feel, yaa aku salah lagi. Aku salah membiarkan semua menjadi seperti ini dan aku salah...

Aku hanya tidak tau bagaimana caranya menjadi benar dan aku tidak tau caranya mengungkapkan.

Sekian.

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